Awe

Two things fill the mind with every new and increasing wonder and awe, the oftener and the more steadily I reflect upon them: the starry heavens above me and the moral law within me. I do not merely conjecture them and seek them as if they were obscured in darkness or in the transcendent region beyond my horizon: I see them before me, and I connect them directly with the consciousness of my own existence. The starry heavens begin at the place I occupy in the external world of sense, and they broaden the connection in which I stand into an unbounded magnitude of worlds beyond worlds and systems of systems and into the limitless times of their periodic motion, their beginning and duration. The latter begins at my invisible self, my personality, and exhibits me in a world which has true infinity but which only the understanding can trace – a world in which I recognise myself as existing in a universal and necessary ( and not, as in the first case, only contingent) connection, and thereby also in connection with all those visible worlds. The former view of a countless multitude of worlds annihilates, as it were, my importance as an ‘animal creature’ which must give back to the planet (a mere speck in the universe) the matter from which it came, matter which is for a little time endowed with vital force, we know not how. The latter, on the contrary, infinitely raises my worth as that of an ‘intelligence’ by my being a person in whom the moral law reveals to me a life independent of all animality and even of the whole world of sense, at least so far as it may be inferred from the final destination assigned to my existence by this law, a destination which is not restricted to the conditions and boundaries of this life but reaches into the infinite.
—Immanuel Kant, Critique of Pure Reason    

 

If you are a poet, you will see that there is a cloud floating in this sheet of paper. Without a cloud, there will be no rain; without rain, the trees cannot grow; and without trees, we cannot make paper. The cloud is essential for the paper to exist. If the cloud is not here, the sheet of paper cannot be here either. So we can say that the cloud and the paper inter-are. “Interbeing” is a word that is not in the dictionary yet, but if we combine the prefix “inter-” with the verb “to be,” we have a new verb, inter-be. If we look into this sheet of paper even more deeply, we can see the sunshine in it. Without sunshine, the forest cannot grow. In fact, nothing can grow without sunshine. And so, we know that the sunshine is also in this sheet of paper. The paper and the sunshine inter-are. And if we continue to look, we can see the logger who cut the tree and brought it to the mill to be transformed into paper. And we see wheat. We know that the logger cannot exist without his daily bread, and therefore the wheat that became his bread is also in this sheet of paper. The logger’s father and mother are in it too. When we look in this way, we see that without all of these things, this sheet of paper cannot exist. Looking ever more deeply, we can see ourselves in this sheet of paper too. This is not difficult to see, because when we look at a sheet of paper, it is part of our perception. Your mind is in here and mine is also. So we can say that everything is in here with this sheet of paper. We cannot point out one thing that is not here – time, space, the earth, the rain, the minerals in the soil, the sunshine, the cloud, the river, the heat. Everything co-exists with this sheet of paper. That is why I think the word inter-be should be in the dictionary. “To be” is to inter-be. We cannot just be by ourselves alone. We have to inter-be with every other thing. This sheet of paper is, because everything else is. Suppose we try to return one of the elements to its source. Suppose we return the sunshine to the sun. Do you think that this sheet of paper will be possible? No, without sunshine nothing can be. And if we return the logger to his mother, then we have no sheet of paper either. The fact is that this sheet of paper is made up only of “non-paper” elements. And if we return these non-paper elements to their sources, then there can be no paper at all. Without non-paper elements, like mind, logger, sunshine and so on, there will be no paper. As thin as this sheet of paper is, it contains everything in the universe in it.
—Thich Nhat Hanh, The Heart of Understanding   

The Art of Living: Lights from Asia–A Spring-Summer-Fall Class 2021

Instead of going out of your way to seek the extraordinary, what if you could live in a more carefree way, just by subtly changing your regular, everyday life?
—Shunmyo Masuno, Japan

Sometimes I feel overwhelmed. But I try to work one day at a time. If we just worry about the big picture, we are powerless. So my secret is to start right away doing whatever little work I can do. I try to give joy to one person in the morning, and remove the suffering of one person in the afternoon. That’s enough.
—Sister Chan Khong, Vietnam  

The study of the Scriptures and similar texts –provided it does not become an obsession—can be an aid towards the grasping of Truth. So long as what has been read has not become one’s own experience, that is to say, has not been assimilated into one’s own being, it has not fulfilled its purpose. A seed that is merely held in the hand cannot germinate: it must develop into a plant and bear fruit in order to reveal its full possibilities.
—Sri Anandamayi Ma, India Continue reading “The Art of Living: Lights from Asia–A Spring-Summer-Fall Class 2021”

Share the Wealth: With Gratitude for Jean Abbott

I invite you to join us for an evening of sharing stories about Sister Jean Abbott (1943-2021), who was the founder of the Center for Survivors of Torture and War Trauma here in Saint Louis. You don’t have to have known Jean to show up; she led a remarkable life of caring, serving, and healing, and was an inspiration and lifeline for many people.

We meet by Zoom
Sunday 31 January
7:00 p.m. Central Time
Email me for URL
Markjchmiel@gmail.com

 

The following obituary appeared in the Post-Dispatch.

Sister Jean Abbott, dedicated advocate for St. Louis war refugees, dies at 7

Erin Heffernan Jan 11, 2021

ST. LOUIS — Sister Jean Abbott, a longtime advocate for St. Louis refugees recovering from the trauma of war, died recently at age 77.

Sister Abbott, a member of the Sisters of St. Joseph of Carondelet St. Louis Province and founder of the St. Louis Center for Survivors of Torture and War Trauma, became a central figure in the St. Louis refugee services community through her work providing sanctuary and counseling to immigrants.

She died unexpectedly Thursday (Jan. 7, 2021). The cause of death was not known by Monday, according to friends and a spokesperson for her Catholic order.

Born in St. Louis in 1943, Sister Abbott took a vow of poverty and entered religious life in 1961. She worked for several years as a Catholic school teacher, with stints at St. Catherine of Siena Grade School in Denver, Our Lady of Lourdes Grade School in St. Louis and Compton Heights School, before she decided to obtain her master’s degree in social work at St. Louis University. Continue reading “Share the Wealth: With Gratitude for Jean Abbott”

Cheer Up!

Dear Simone,

It’s been a pleasure to spend the last seven months reading together Montaigne, Sarah Blakewell, Peter Berger, and, above all, Pierre Hadot! Your fascination with him has deepened my own: The Present Alone Is Our Happiness and Philosophy as  a Way of Life are full of “news we can use,” echoing Pema Chödrön.

In fact, her little book, Always Maintain Only a Joyful Mind  frequently reminds me of Hadot’s work.  Buddhism is a form, a choice, and  a way of life.  We can and must be attentive to this instant, this present moment, only moment.  The 59 mind-training slogans are  spiritual exercises to practice hour by hour, on the spot. They are a call to be aware of our inordinate self-cherishing and egoism, and drop them when we recognize  what we are doing.  One does well to “keep them at hand,” as the Stoics  themselves advised long ago. Like Stephen Batchelor, she has given retreats over the decades, and has responded to innumerable questions of practitioners;  she would remind people that the slogans are not theory, but therapy, in the root sense of the word, healing, for  ourselves and our world.  

This book is a condensed version of Start Where You Are, an extensive commentary on the 59. It would be easy to carry around with one throughout the day. Here are a few slogans with her succinct comments— Continue reading “Cheer Up!”

Miracle One-Liners

I pulled the following from Nhat Hanh’s The Miracle of Mindfulness

 

“Look at the cypress tree over there.”

“Washing the dishes to wash the dishes”

“The finger which points at the moon isn’t the moon itself.”

The real miracle is… to walk on earth.”

“Look at all beings with the eyes of compassion.”

“The bell calls me back to my true self.”

“Stop mental dispersion and build up concentration power.”

“Each act is a rite, a ceremony.”

“Recognition without judgment”

“One day of mindfulness each week”

“Keeping one’s consciousness alive to the present reality”

“One is all, all is one.”

“If we cannot live for them, whom else do we think we are living for?”

 

Sangha/2

 

Stating the Obvious
for Savannah

Thich Nhat Hanh’s poem “The Good News” is good news
Universal Design is good news

Sunday potlucks are good news
Song lyrics dedicated to a friend are good news

Vigiling for Palestine is still good news even with the 24/7 bad news in Gaza
Hand-drawn posters are good news

Bicycling in the city and Forest Park is good news
Pablo Neruda poem is good news

Saying “Yes!” is good news
Serene indifference to texting is good news

Health Literacy is good news
Cheerfulness is very good news

Classmate camaraderie is good news
Knowing what one is meant to do is good news

Not putting your light under a bushel basket is good news
Home sweet home (but not more than two weeks) is good news

Unfinished graph of consciousness poem on Palestine is good news
You (obviously) are good news

Continue reading “Sangha/2”

Dharma Sister

Revision

The poet W. H. Auden wrote
“The funniest and kindest of mortals
Are those who are most aware of the baffle of being”
(A friend named Rex used this quotation
In an inscription to me of Thomas Merton’s
New Seeds of Contemplation
circa 1982)

I’d adapt the poet this way:
“The funnest, friendliest, and kindest of mortals
Are those who are most aware
Of the beauty of Inter-being
Because they are this mystery
Because they savor the gift of this mystery
Because they awaken this mystery in others”

I.Am.Talking.About.You.Here.

Love,

Mark

 

Please Bodhisattva

For All Allen Ginsbergs Everywhere

Oh Bodhisattva
I’m a slacker

Ach Bodhisattva
My mind sometimes is so many-pointed

Dear Bodhisattva
I’ve grown weary of always having an angle

Woe is me Bodhisattva
My middle name is “Scattered” Continue reading “Dharma Sister”

Sangha/1

With the Sangha

I meditate to decelerate my rampaging mind
I meditate to focus on clear image of you smiling in Tahoe
I meditate on words of Hanshan and Wang Yang-ming

I meditate to be able to be present to people in crisis
I meditate (sit still) less than time I spend writing
I meditate in hopes of tastes of joy

I meditate with no big deal expectations
I meditate to save this wrecked up world
I meditate to put together this fragmented Shimmelevsky

I meditate on what would be my good fortune—
You move back to St. Louis and we sit and meditate
On Saturday mornings 9:30 a.m. week after week

 

 

Good Citizens

Dear Friends in the Sangha,

I first encountered The Miracle of Being Awake (later published as The Miracle of Mindfulness) in 1982, when a monk from the Abbey of Gethsemani gave me a mimeograph of an English translation of a manual for social workers in Vietnam. In the 30 years since then, Thich Nhat Hanh has applied his simple message of mindfulness to many key areas of our lives: The environment, healthy eating, peacemaking, public service, anger, intimate relationships, among many others. Continue reading “Sangha/1”

Writing Our Own Histories: A Fall Class

This is the second time this year I am facilitating a course on this  do-it-yourself theme, which comes from  Allen Ginsberg, “You have to write your own history, nobody’s going to do it for you.“  

I invite you to become acquainted with authors and works that  I have found engaging, energizing, and intriguing. We will examine the structure and content  of  accessible books by three people who’ve been immersed in the Zen tradition:  Kazuaki Tanahashi and Mayumi Oda, artists who came  to the U.S. from Japan, and Robert Aitken, who lived long stretches of time in Japan.  We will experiment with  creative imitation, for example, writing off of Aitken’s “miniatures,” which could  lead to fresh inspiration for embarking on new work or for reclaiming work we’ve been putting off.    Continue reading “Writing Our Own Histories: A Fall Class”

“C’mon, You Can’t Really Be Serious with All This Buddhism-Shmuddism!”

 

Geshe Rabten & Geshe Dhargyey,  Advice from a Spiritual Friend

 

The faults we criticize in others are only our own projected onto them; if they were not, they would not bother us, and we would not even notice them. [13]

Should we have studied two hundred volumes only for intellectual stimulation and gain, they will never be of ultimate benefit to us. The assimilation of two pages of essential instructions with pure motivation is more valuable than years of studying texts for selfish reasons. [15] 

Adverse circumstances test our courage, our strength of mind, and the depth of our conviction in the Dharma. [19]

Letting ourselves be blown about by the winds of negativities indicates that we have a completely misguided approach to life. Instead, we should savor the lasting delight that arises from skillful behavior and meditation. [29]

We must recognize that all our faults and problems are actually within us. The principal cause of them is the ignorant self-cherishing attitude that narrows our attention to only one person: our own self.  [88]

Yet our self-cherishing attitude—the true enemy—allows us time for only brief and comparatively unsympathetic thoughts for the numberless beings who have greater misfortunes than we.  [89]

To act in reprisal is an endless process and serves only to prolong our difficulties. On the other hand, if we react with patience and love, then our would-be enemy has no object for anger and will gradually clam down. [101]

The Dharma is like food: we gain no benefit from merely looking at it. To receive its full value we must digest it through meditation and integration into our lives.[ 108]

In order to abandon this self-cherishing attitude completely, we should constantly keep the vow of cherishing others. [123]

We should unhesitatingly give ourselves to any beneficial task, no matter what it might be. We should be like warriors and face any task without a trace of fear or reticence.  [127]