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Category: Agent Orange

Bella Levenshteyn Engages with Her Critics/1

“Why are you people here?
Why are you making this fuss?”

“Sir, people are suffering, that’s why.”

“But people are suffering right here, too
I’ve got buddies who were sprayed
Why don’t you think of them or lobby for them?”

“Sir, if you know of any specific actions
we can involved in to care for our veterans harmed by Agent Orange”—-
Bella has the most poignant conviction pervading her face—-
“Let me know and we’ll join you”

The septuagenarian stood silent
Then Bella continued Read the rest of this entry »


Deep Looking

You can practice Photo Meditation
As you take in this article by 
On Agent Orange

An Excerpt:  “There is not much I can do about it with my pictures except to retell the story, despite all the raised eyebrows. The pictures I took are not about the before and after, they are all about now. As for how poorly we read history and stories from the past, I’m afraid that is about our future, too.”


Dear Bella

So after my article on Agent Orange Day
Was published in the campus newspaper

Professor Lang
Came up to me at Fatemeh’s Cafe and said

“Why do you only talk about
How the US and South Vietnam were

How come you never mention
How rotten the Viet Cong were

How they killed children
Terrorized women

How they jailed Buddhists
Made so many people flee on boats

You’re one-sided
You should show both sides!”

Even though Professor Lang
is highly esteemed in the Pol Sci department

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Deep Seeing

Dear Chris,

For me, one of  Thich Nhat Hanh’s greatest gifts is the original 14 precepts of the Order of Interbeing (first published by Parallax in 1987).  As you know, I include the 4th precept in my novel Dear Layla Welcome to Palestine, where it serves as the catalyst for so much of what takes off in that story.  For present purposes, I highlight the sentence, “Find ways to be with those who are suffering by all means, including personal contact and visits, images, sound.”  Images, yes, images.

I have memorized an English translation of the Italian writer and Holocaust survivor Primo Levi’s poem, Shema; he updates the classic Jewish prayer in light of what happened (what was allowed to take place) in the death camps.  After describing in spare lines how men and women suffered, he concludes,

“Consider that this has been:
I commend these words to you.
Engrave them on your hearts

Repeat them to your children.
Or may your house crumble,
Disease render you powerless,
Your offspring avert their faces from you.”

Thầy and Levi come to mind as I have read the second of photojournalist Philip Jones Griffiths’ awesome trilogy on Viet Nam,  Agent Orange: “Collateral Damage” in Viet Nam. Read the rest of this entry »

U.S. Ruthlessness

The leaders of the United States of Amnesia prattle on about our love for democracy, human rights, the rule of law, etc.

But Abbie Hoffman knew the truth…
“No one who read the fine print of The New York Times doubted that Vietnam War policy was the creation of Lucifer. What should one make of cluster bombs—that open a hundred meters above the ground, releasing bomblets which in turn release a spray of deadly needles killing all that is human in their wake? Silent penetration of body flesh. Can one talk in civil terms about saturation bombings, strategic hamlets, and free-fire zones? Could you describe napalm to a ten-year-old? Dropped in large barrels, a jelly-gas that spread rapidly through villages and stuck to the skin with a fiery grip. Or herbicidal defoliants designed to poison miles upon miles of plants and trees. Not since the Romans, in revenge, salted the earth of Carthage, has the world seen such a calculated wasteland.”

The Autobiography of Abbie Hoffman


Grow Saint Louis Vietnam

Grow Saint Louis!
Monsanto gives charity
20,000 dollar grants
To those local organizations who compete against each other
To get the most votes
Charity (and competition) has its place
People will tell me

Grow Vietnam?
Monsanto won’t even give token charity
Much less countenance paying compensation
To generations of Vietnamese children and adults
Diseased and deformed by its Agent Orange product
Besides that’s ancient history
People will tell me

Ah, the lucky winners!
Oh, the unlucky losers

Deep Listening

“I’m sorry. We Americans have never taken responsibility for what we did.”
–Lady Borton

Lady Borton worked for the American Friends Service Committee in South Vietnam from 1969-1971. A decade later, she assisted Vietnamese boat people and refugees. In the late 1980s and 1990s, she visited Vietnam several times, as she was intent on seeing what it was like to live with the peasants, especially the women. Her memoir, After Sorrow: An American among the Vietnamese, is a chronicle of her encounters with ordinary Vietnamese who gradually opened up to her and revealed their stories of resisting the French and the Americans. She visited people and friends in the Mekong Delta in the south, the Red River Delta in the north, and Ha Noi.

Thich Nhat Hanh’s teachings occurred to me several times as I read. One of the Five Wonderful Mindfulness trainings calls for Deep Listening. It is Lady Borton’s deep listening to the Vietnamese that constitutes a gift to U.S. citizens whose socially conditioned ethnocentrism on the subject of the Vietnam War often ranges from the Vietnam Veterans Memorial and extends to American military personnel supposedly still  Missing in Action. Ms. Borton brings the experience of the Vietnamese to our attention. Read the rest of this entry »

For U.S. Agent Orange Birth Defect Children

I ask that you urge VA Secretary Eric Shinseki to obey Public Law 110-387 and provide “comprehensive health care” to the several hundred children of Vietnam vets having birth defects connected to their parents exposure to Agent Orange in Vietnam.

Petition Background

In 2008 Congress has passed legislation (PUBLIC LAW 110-387) to provide comprehensive health care for the birth defect A/O children of Vietnam combat vets exposed to Agent Orange. But, the VA uses endless foot dragging to keep from implementing that law. Tell VA Secretary Eric Shinseki to follow the law, and relieve the suffering of the A/O birth defect children of Vietnam vets.

On Seeing and Solidarity: Jimmy Carter, Palestine, Vietnam


In his 2007 book Palestine Peace Not Apartheid, former U.S. president Jimmy Carter had this to say: “When we arrived there in January 1996, it was obvious that the Israelis had almost complete control over every aspect of political, military, and economic existence of the Palestinians within the West Bank and Gaza.”  It’s good to say what you see. It’s even better to see what you see. Read the rest of this entry »

“We’re Proud to be St. Louis Grown”

I was just visiting with my friend Suzanne Renard at Park Avenue Coffee
She told me that her relatives in France decry that she lives in
“the most evil city in the world”–Saint Louis

Evil because of  Monsanto and Boeing

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