Hold It All

Month: March, 2010

American Values/4

April 6 marks another anniversary in the U.S. selective remembrance of the Vietnam War: 35 years ago, at the last minute, the U.S. initiated Operation Babylift, out of Saigon. According to a story today in Britain’s Mirror, “American President Gerald Ford said he feared the victorious communist Vietcong would show no mercy to abandoned infants, especially the ones fathered by American soldiers.”

How touching! How compassionate was Gerald Ford! Ford also has the distinction of pardoning his presidential predecessor Richard Nixon, absolving him for any and all crimes Nixon may have committed while acting as president.

The declassified Nixon tapes reveal the following pertinent exchange between President Nixon and his National Security Agency advisor Henry Kissinger: “I just want you to think big, Henry, for Christ sakes the only place where you and I disagree is with regard to the bombing. You’re so goddamned concerned about the civilians and I don’t give a damn. I don’t care.”

Standard operating procedure: the potential or actual victims of Communism are worthy of American solicitude and the vigorous condemnation of their tormentors, while the actual, countless victims of U.S. aggression in North and South Vietnam, Laos, and Cambodia are worthy of no such concern (children in the south affected by Agent Orange, or children in the north made deaf by B-52 bombing, for example), and such American architects of their catastrophe as Nixon and Kissinger (among many others) walk and live free, wholly unaccountable.

PJ Griffits VN

Photograph by Philip Jones Griffiths
Quynh Lan, 11 years old, at her home in A Luoi, Vietnam.
Her father was sprayed many times with Agent Orange.

Writing down Bones/32

Dear Poet, I wonder

When you cried
Where you cried
Why you cried

I cried living that story
I cried writing that book
I cry thinking of you crying

When you do have words
Or if you only have silence
Call me–we can share whatever there is
and whatever there isn’t.

The Unmaking of a Marine


Join us for this discussion on Tuesday 23 March at CTSA, 1077 South Newstead in Forest Park Southeast.


From my friend Andrew Wimmer….

Dear Friends,

I’m writing to invite you to a gathering at CTSA on Tuesday evening, March 23, at 7 PM.

Tyler Boudreau, a former Marine captain, whom I met in the summer of 2007, will be joining us to discuss his book, Packing Inferno: The Unmaking of a Marine. Tyler commanded a Marine unit in Iraq in 2004 and resigned his commission after returning to the U.S. In the summer of 2008 he traveled to Jordan with another former Marine to work with Iraqi refugees, and this past summer he made a solo cycle trip from the west coast to his home in Massachusetts on his “long journey home,” speaking with groups all along the way.

I’ve entitled this evening, “The Unmaking of a Marine, The Unmaking of Us,” because I have learned during the course of my friendship with Tyler a lot about the disengaging, disentangling, and unmaking that so many of us are engaged in. I think the conversation will be a particularly good one for us as we grapple with the hard questions of “where now?” in the face of escalating warfare after longs years of activism and resistance.

Tyler will be here from Tuesday morning through Friday morning and is interested and willing to speak with classes, other groups, etc. If you’d like to arrange something, give me a call at 314-723-4991 or
email me at wimmera@gmail.com.

In the meantime, here is a link to his website that will give you a glimpse into his writing and recent activities

I hope you’ll be able to join us at CTSA next Tuesday evening and bring a friend or two. The event is being cosponsored by Instead of War and the local chapter of Veterans for Peace.


Andrew Wimmer


Packing Inferno